life feels hollow...i mean im happy and all...but still...i feel im lacking something...everyday i feel like im wasting my time...sleeping 2 hours in the evenings...watching tv..playing com...gotta get back into my studies...and soon...my trials r on the 26th....august that is..:P

through the course of ones life...it is inevitable...that at some ( Read more... )

got the link from some fellow's(decided not to put your user name here..:P) journal...hehe...decided to give it a shot...aaaannnddd


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so...ive been complaining about being bored these past few weeks...finally gonna have one busy weekend...and i wish i wasnt...hehe...man im fickle..pinch me...:P ( Read more... )

walked back home in the pouring rain today...fun...to bad i was wearing the climacools...so theyll take forever to dry...and my socks were all wet...:P...came home...washed up...did some math..slept for 3 HOURS!!!...woke up feeling guilty...i mean i have a test TOMORROW....so studied a bit..went 4 dinner with some friends...Shakeys....i feel fat ( Read more... )

man..no matter how early i sleep at night...i wake up every morning at 645 and wish i could just skip college and snuggle back under my comforter...and hug my bolster...aaaaaa....but then i HAVE to go to the bathroom...get ready...all the while with my eyes closed(half half la...:P)...then i go down...have my usual breakfast...cereal...and im off ( Read more... )

howdy..
college today was just normal...which means it was boring...except for the part where our math teacher called in sick..so we got to go home at 1!!!..woo..came home..and slept...then woke up and was on my way to futsal 5 minutes later..in Ranveers wira...sabah is back...saw him in college..and again in ranveers car...finally someone who can ( Read more... )

elo...college today was actually quite fun...lotsa lame jokes to keep us awake throughout the day..:P...then our last class...was opposite the sri kl school...and we were watching all the primary school kids...they were all so cute..so we waved to all of them...and they waved back!...haha...then there was this typical i-think-im-a-gangster-yall... ( Read more... )

i will not sleep tonight...i am feeling too guilty...i must post this...i hope she reads it...soon...i am lucky if she even wants to talk to me again ( Read more... )

and so is my face...as i write this entry...it would seem my last entry was totally wrong....so please...just ignore it...i dont wanna delete it...so i can be reminded 2 never do these sort of stupid things again....but dont read it ppl.....(bet just cos i said that ull purposely scroll down and read it...):P:P...anyway...i am really sorry if i ( Read more... )

and u tell me not to feel down...read...

why r u doing this 2 me...i come online..u go off....is it really so hard to say hi or bye?...do i really bother u so much?...if i do...please..wont u tell me..at least i will know....have i done anything wrong?...have i caused u any harm?...tell me why ur acting like this...i know about you and him....and ( Read more... )