Feelings of depression. Confusion. Lack of direction. Extreme loss. And more loss. What to do? What's next?

What path will be followed? The new path, or the old?

Where did I put that crystal ball...?

Here's some good news.

So...I'm moving into a bigger apt on Dec. 27th. w00t for me ( Read more... )

I shall be going to my KUNG FU!! class on Saturday morning, then it's off to Mt. Falcon to do some quick downhill mt biking. *sigh*

I love me some mt biking, especially of the downhill variety. Fucking A. I'll try to post some pics for j00 guys if I get time.

So my profile says my journal was last udpated 31 weeks ago. I wonder if that's some kind of record. Probably not, but who cares anyway.

So...I'm single again and have a little time on my hands. I look forward to getting caught up on the journals of my friends here. w00t

Freakin sick. I hate being sick. I haven't missed a day of work due to being sick in years, and now I'm going on my second day of sick days. I hate it. Someone decided to bring this deep chest cold crap to work and pass it around. One of my friends says that whooping cough is going around his office downtown. Yuck. Anyway, I have a dr. appt ( Read more... )

Well, I have a loaded weekend coming up. Right now I'm working nights, and get off Thursday morning. I'll get to take a quick nap, and then off to the kwoon to practice my Kung Fu for our upcoming rank test on Saturday morning ( Read more... )

Tired today. Played basketball last night...went to the gym earlier and then to the kwoon to practice my Kung Fu. We have a rank test coming up on 02-02, so I need to hone my skills. Chicks dig guys with skills. Like bo staff skills. And cake baking skills ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a short century since I last posted. Things have changed a little bit in the last couple of years. See below for a summary ( Read more... )

Why is it that God gave me life? It is nothing but hunger and pain.

-Wuthering Heights

I want to be your friend and husband and lover. I want to give you strength in yourself and pride in me. I want you to come to me when you're sad and lean on me when you're weak. I want to be everything you've ever wanted and more. I want you to look into my eyes and see your future. I want you to look at me and know that you've found ( Read more... )