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Damn Nuisance When It's Raining - Depression

Oct 21, 2012 00:16

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gen bigbang'12, bobby, angst, let's give cas his own tag, dean, hurt/comfort, supernatural, multichapter, hurting dean is like crack to me, sam

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colls October 23 2012, 16:31:51 UTC

Not that I didn't already tell you this ..... BUT ANYWAY.... I re-read the story and got all choked up again. I'll be over in that corner clutching my heart and sobbing.

Fantastic job on this! It's really poignant and gut-wrenching. The scene with Bobby really gets to me. And Sam being so... helpless in trying to help. Guh...

Oh, Dean.
*sobs*

purple_carpets October 25 2012, 13:11:24 UTC

<3

I totally do this every time when Sam tries to help Dean. I dunno, I just like his hang-wringing, stuttering, sucks at helping Sammy-ness.

borgmama1of5 October 23 2012, 16:53:50 UTC

Devastating look at mental illness, hurts especially because it's Dean, but really no one deserves to feel like this...

purple_carpets October 25 2012, 13:14:17 UTC

Thank you so much. I think it's especially tragic that it's Dean because, well, he could have gotten help if it weren't for the whole hunting thing.

rbmi_fan October 23 2012, 19:04:09 UTC

My heart. I think you broke it. Dean.

The way you write Dean here is absolutely amazing. It's all the little details and the emotion and you've described each 'state', I guess, so well that I can almost feel what Dean is feeling. That first section just kills me. I can't even imagine living like that. And then that pervasive self-loathing all throughout the last section - I can see this being true in canon all too easily. I adore that last line; awesome imagery.

And Sam is so close to knowing what's going on, and you can tell he's worried even though Dean can't. Also Bobby and Cas. And I have always wanted someone to write canon!Dean with a mood disorder, so I kind of love you right now.

♥

purple_carpets October 25 2012, 13:18:22 UTC

Aw, thank you so much! I've seen BP2 for Dean mentioned in several metas and episode reactions and stuff, but yeah, something about a whole fic with mood-disorder!Dean just made me feel...things. :)

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purple_carpets October 25 2012, 13:18:56 UTC

Hihi. Thank you so much. <3

lunasky3 October 23 2012, 22:53:47 UTC

Welp, there goes my heart. *sobs* JFC you nailed the depression bit on the head. God, Dean. <3

purple_carpets October 25 2012, 13:25:33 UTC

Yaaay. Thank you so much. I was worried the depression part might be a bit over the top. 'Let me just lie here at home for a few days, I'm sure people will be happier without me, anyway' kind of depression, I get, but it's pretty boring in fic, so I pretty much threw the book at poor Dean.