Damn. I just realized how fun it is to read a really interesting book late at night for an extended amount of time without stopping. I mean, I love to read, but this seems like a change for me. To that end, I've been thinking a great deal about how rapidly my lifestyle has transformed over the past several days. Might as well make a list ( Read more... )

Leave your name and ( Read more... )

So, life is fairly decent recently. I only have a few days of high school left, and I just finished my last "major" assignment today. All I have to do now is go to court tomorrow and argue over a bogus ticket I received almost a year ago...it'll be glorious bringing up those fond memories again ( Read more... )

Whoa...my mom just brought home a trash can from Home Depot that's almost as big as I am. At first, I wanted to hide in it, but then I thought about how I'd probably end up breaking it...and how I'd have to explain that I really felt compelled to play space explorer in a trash can at the age of seventeen. That's just not what I want to do right now ( Read more... )

For once, I'm grateful for my tendency to be in a constant state of change. It's as if I'm riding on the crest of an undulating wave of ecstasy on an otherwise stormy sea. I still have the same problems as before, but it seems to matter less and less as time goes on. First overwhelming bitterness, then indifference, now this...eh, I can't complain ( Read more... )

Then, as if nothing had happened, I suddenly feel better.

Weird.

Oh well, one shouldn't question this kind of thing.

WEEE!

I don't know what's wrong.

I don't know how to fix it.

I don't even know what I enjoy anymore.

I'm too tired to even care.

I just want to get the hell out of here, then I'll figure out that other stuff.

You know, for someone who has a livejournal, I haven't done much journaling at all recently. Well, I guess maybe the poems count, but lately I haven't been able to focus on writing. Maybe I should actually wake up and realize that there's more to life than copying it into a notebook, eh ( Read more... )

"No Fighting With Rulers ( Read more... )

"N GHT OF M SS NG L TT RS ( Read more... )