as lunch had started i was walking down the hallway..i smelled something in the air..someone had sprayed axe body spray...the same one that alex uses when i see him...i closed my eyes and took in the scent...it was wonderful...i could have stood there until the scent disappeared..but eventually thought against it...i actually did well on gentry's ( Read more... )

i try to be happy without him here...i think i am fighting a losing battle...nothing would be more wonderful then him being here with me at this exact moment...

i feel so weak...i cant go up the stairs without feeling some type of pain in my legs...my back feels like something is constantly putting large amounts of pressure on it...it is a very uncomfortable feeling...my neck hurts and it is hard for me to turn my head...my whole body is filled with pain...i get constant headaches...i am taking way too ( Read more... )

im here at the library...almost got eaten by this gigantic mosquito...i hope it flew away but knowing my luck its like in my pants er something...im extremely stressed out...in gentry's i have an 80...it like dropped ten points because of those dumb quizzes that i didnt study for...because i thought i was super cool and didnt need to study...then ( Read more... )

he is gone...he left a little while ago...there was a spark of disappointed and sadness...at the same time as i saw him walk away...i tried to keep my head held high as i walked back to the car...trying to avoid the usual questions...are you okay...and the usual sayings of dont worry you will see him on friday...when i got back home i went to the ( Read more... )

i feel so free of worries when he is here...he is the only person in this world that can make me feel flawless...it is truly a wonderful feeling...heh...he will leave tomorrow though...just something that i need to get use to once more...as painful as it is...it is just something that i will have to overcome...with time it wont hurt as much...

alex is here..yeah he did get here safely...i won for sgt.of arms..heh..yeah BIG surprise right? the hosa chapter was like more than 3/4 seniors...i bet i will do a good job...progress report came in...did actually okay...like four a's so yeah im satisfied...i feel actually quite relaxed today...not so stressed out as usual, i think it was because ( Read more... )

here in the library...just finished my peanut butter and jelly sandwich...yummy...i actually look forward to eating it..thats the sad part...heh...alex is proley already at my house...i hope he got there safely...it was raining and everything and i just get really paranoid at times...yeah i know he got there safely...im really looking forward to ( Read more... )

eh..got like an hour of sleep last night due to the ever so wonderful biology test. I miss him so much..i miss everything about him..i want him here with me...i feel like i cant breath without him...im left alone here with no one...ive hardly talked to him in two days...i feel so horrible when i dont talk to him...tired...oh so...*yawn*..tired... ( Read more... )

stupid tests...biology ap and college alg today...damn...i really do miss him...