i'm getting depressed again. its not often when i do, i just usually have someone to vent to. nobody's available today ( Read more... )

well the school year's almost over for me. its amazing how i think back to the beginning of my freshmen year of high school and be totally blown away by the fact that i had 4 years left of my life before i disappeared forever. high school was everything back then. college kids left and never came back. therefore, life ended then. but really, there ( Read more... )

so james is finally moving out of his apartment, and he and his brother got a house that i will also be living in. i love new houses ( Read more... )

this was originally on my facebook, but theres too many people who "absorb" everything on facebook, so taking it off seemed like a good idea...but this also happens to be one of my more (only) insightful posts, so i'll post it here where not many people read it ( Read more... )

so i'm back in grinnell again... today was the first day of class. i really truely hate this crapshack of a school. and the thing is, the school part is the okay part. its the people i cant stand. i just cant stand being here. i cant stand being alone ( Read more... )

the good ( Read more... )

yeah so i have a facebook now.... one of my friends made it for me. and i have no idea what to do with it. its pretty dumb, all you do is add people (and stalk them) and add/comment on photos.

the green machine Naked juice can kill a man ( Read more... )

why is it when i'm in one of my (rare) ballzey moods, and all i want to do is chew someone out, that there's no one who deserves it.
and when i'm surrounded by pissants, i dont have the energy/gall to say something to them.

oh well. i do believe a nap is in order.