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you know that sick to your stomach, lump in throat, want to scream, almost on the verge of tears, but not enough to cry just enough to hate it feeling?

thats how i feel right now, its how i've felt these past few days.
make it go the fuck away

all with a nice topping of PISSED OFF FOR NO REASON. (again)

yippy.

( the one happy point to this entry )

Today, was...terrible. but i did go to karate, i missed it.

( I CANT READ YOUR MIND! )

i feel so childish some times. like i catch myself, in a really immature thing or something i'm saying...and i just feel this whole wave of regret. and at the same time, i don't like to say that. that i don't want to be childish anymore. because, i really am gonna miss being that oblivious to the world ( Read more... )

i forgot to put anything about wenching at the madrigal dinners. basically, did that friday/saturday night (so sat. i was wicked sore). it was tons of fun and went to the cast party, cause they over supplied on pizzas ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!I DID IT! I DID IT ( Read more... )

Start facing north/12:00. Attention stance, bow, salutation, attention stance, bow. Step left foot back in neutral stance. Do a downward block with the right hand, punch with the left hand. Perry with the right hand, palm heel with the left. Do a downward block with the right hand, punch with the left hand. Ax kick, with left leg, land in highblock ( Read more... )

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY MASON!!!!!!!!!yes, thats right...my wonderfulest Mason is 5 today. I miss him mucho ( Read more... )