I had to come on here and write something because I feel I am going out of my mind. Honestly, since me and Chris broke up I have not been good.

I have to move out of the house we share as it is his house and he has someone moving into the third room and we can't go on sharing with one another because he wants to move on. so yer the logical solution ( Read more... )

 Now I really understand what it feels like to have my heart stamped on..
To be abandoned when I need him most...
To not be the first thought when he wakes up...
To not be in his thoughts at all...
To be just another person he pushes away...
To be ignored in favorof going to a party and getting drunk and doing god knows what...
To be gotten rid off when ( Read more... )

 
What were you doing five years ago?

Five years ago seems like such a long time now don’t it? Urm well let me see…July 2003 well that would be about the time that I got results? GCSE’s maybe or something like that anyway did well in tem and decided to stay on at sixth form best decision I ever made, because my time there was something that I ( Read more... )

 
Part 1: The Birth of You:

Were you a planned baby?: Yes I was in fact

Were you the first?: nope the joyous second J

Who was present at your birth?: well ur my mum of course and my dad

Were your parents married when you were born?: happily for a few years yes

What is your birthday?: 27/04/1986…only 11 days to go

Part 2: The Family

How would you ( Read more... )

 
Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
Indeedy

Where were you last night?
At home in Reading

What is today's date?
8th April 2008

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
Chris

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
When I worked in asda I used to run the self service and I hated it so no!

Has ( Read more... )

So I thought I would update again..this should be a regular thing buuuut it ain't!!!
Im watching tv with chris's laptop and its so cool to be able to carry it around!

anyways whats been up?
well things have kind of been up and down lately but at the moment it is okay.
Me and chris well im not going to go into it but we're good :)
he spoiled me rotten ( Read more... )

Things have got so hard lately.
There is doubt from his side about this realtionship.
He cannot expect me to be perfectly trusting when i was cheated on the last couple of times.
Without him things seem so bleak.
I'm scared.
Coming home seems like the last thing on my mind.
I got fired from a job I loved for a stupid reason.
The house is brill :)
oh god ( Read more... )

So......I'm actually updating....is there something wrong with me...no lol.
All I can say is life has got interesting over the past few months...but im not complaining!
Working at Asda 5 days a week is shit but it pays suprisingly well....sure ive had a couple of shit days but working here while i look for a graduate job is cool couz i got some money ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I updates this thing and theres a few bits and bobs that have happened.
Firstly..I got my degree..sadly not the grade I wanted but it'll do :)
I've decided to stay in Reading for a while longer mainly because it is close to London and that means more chance of a good job and the other reason is him...
It's taken me a while to ( Read more... )

So,yesterday's exam didn't go too badly but I don't want to curse it and say it went well because knowing me it won't have and I'll be all sad about it.
It was reasonable but the best bit was coming back to sibbers and him being back.
He bought me the 4th season of ER and we ate pizza with his friends :) the night was the best,I luff cuddling up to ( Read more... )