bmmf i feel like someone just scraped me off the floor of some seedy hole...almost as seedy as the gay bar we went to last night!some serious dirt, fat podium dancers in white leather boots, that happy go lucky looking drag queen is actually an undercover bouncer, the fandango - dancing barman only serves girls last, so i may as well pick up those ( Read more... )

officially OFFICIALLY i am feeling down now after FINALLY getting it together with mr x a couple of weeks back ( a cocktail of bunking off school and cider seemed to do the trick to keep my inhibitions at bay) i am now going on a friggin mission amelie stylee just to get his friggin number as on the last day i got somewhat distracted from that ( Read more... )

i have resigned myself to my fate. failure is the WAY people!!! oh shit oh shit and lizard eyes still hasn't emailed me to say if he received my essay or not. hmmm. must not obsess.....though am v. paranoid about english grade...in fact all of my grades especially MATHS which i seem completely incapable of doing...so i'd better skedaddle.

oh god oh god it's finally dawned on me that i'm goona have to actually sit these bloody exams whether i like it or not. fnally got all of lizard eyes' coursework complete, full marks (!) *brief gloat* though thought i'd better take a long look at that big 60 cos that's the last time i'm ever gonna see anytngin like that this year. anyhoo. what ( Read more... )

raaaah! again, rather rather pissed, went to party in mr x's area though he was not there....obviously he is never at parties... so all i could do was smell chocolate and think of him *siiiiiiigh* always in the holidAYS is that i realise that i like him a lot a lot a lot.....hmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

as a journal virgin i'm a little unsure of what to write, though its all good. well, not completely, still have random spring cold that has been bugging me all day and consequently i feel like possibly the most unattractive person in the world blowing into a tissue the whole time. EVEN when i attempted to make conversation with mr x (the first one ( Read more... )