Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

I am so fucking lonely.

TODAY, IT IS OFFICIAL, I AM 100% FREE OF CANCER!!!!!!!!!!

HOT FROM THE DOCTORS MOUTH, SCANS WERE CLEAN ALL AROUND.
WAHOO!

I had surgery on monday to remove my central line that was in my chest, woohoo, wanted that thing out out out. So I'm almost a normal person :) At least I have no bodily implants. Just waiting for the hair to grow to a point where its noticable! ughhhh ( Read more... )

So Tim was a sweet-heart took the day off of work and drove me to U of M today for all of my doctors appointments. And he is taking me for my surgery on Monday. Everybody say "awwwwww!" ::gushing:: :) hehe... See, I just have an overwhelming fear of ann arbor. I dont know what I'm doing there, I'd get so lost. Plus there is FOUR friggen ( Read more... )

I got home from the hospital last week, Sunday and it's nice to be home, as compared to the cramped quarters I was quarantined to at U of M. It felt like I was there forever, even though in comparison to how long some people stayed (there was a 16 year old, brittany, who was in for 64 days.) I was an in and out case. The time I spent there was ( Read more... )

I checked in yesterday for my luxurious stay at Le Chateau d'U of M childrens hospital. Three + weeks all expenses paid compliments of my (formerly thought of) penny sucking HMO. I know I bitched and complained about that money coming out of my paycheck each week, but happily giving them the bill for my $300,000 transplant and the close to $75,000 ( Read more... )

I personally think that President Bush has crossed the line by suggesting to several texan newspapers that the idea of creative design be integrated into science classes in public schools, opposing the evolutionary theory. Now I understand the idea of introducing an alternative process in order to cover all possible areas, but I do not think that ( Read more... )

I feel pretty horrible. I had forty three messages in my VM box at one point this week and my VM box was actually no longer accepting incoming messages. As usual, Im sorry if I had missed your call or not called you back. The thought of having an actual coversation makes me so unfairly queasy. And Im positive that many of the people who have ( Read more... )

This chemotherapy regimen (ICE=Ifosfomide, Carboplatin, Etoposide) I cant SLEEEEEEEEEP at night ( Read more... )