to the pillow that I lean against my back at night,
even though you still smell like the last person that actually slept on you
you're not the same thing
that's ok
I can't stop fooling myself anyway

I don't even fucking know anymore.
And it sucks.
a lot.

am I depressed just because I'm watching that heartbreaking scene in Bridget Diaries when Darcy comes to the prison and is incredibly cold when she's trying to apologize ( Read more... )

it's as if the world wanted to tell me "hey, why'd you stop to take a breath? I guess now I have to give you a heart attack." I can't relax for 2 minutes.

no, it's not cool.
and if you think that what you're seeing right now is every thread of respect I have for you fading from my eyes.. you're right.

it would so fabulous to live in a world void of time ( Read more... )

There's no way you can tell the people you love that even though you've spent years building the image of an independent, confident woman just for them... sometimes it's just an exterior for a hollow body. Sometimes all I feel is the aloneness ( Read more... )

I guess it's been awhile, so here's the gist of things...
I'm happy here, I have kickass friends and life is sweet.
I miss my family, Isabella and Travis
But we're all workin it out.
If anyone wants to chill over Thanksgiving break, it'd be fun.

so it's been forever since i've updated, so here's my life right now ( Read more... )

so the brangelina baby was born. sweet ( Read more... )