So now one of my best friends is pissed at me... this is one of the reasons that I didn't want Julie to babysit... because if something went wrong, someone would get pissed at someone and this is how it worked out... I feel bad about it, but theres nothing I can do...

I'm ungrounded bitches!!!

If you want to email me, email me at JDaggs@peoplepc.com, and if you want to IM me, IM me on aol at breakmyheart4658, I just downloaded AIM
~Jess

We don't have AOL anymore, so you guys wont be able to IM me until I find another way to Instant Message! Probably MSN so if you have MSN messenger than post your name on here ok?
~Jess

Can't sleep because I'm sick and all I can seem to think about is Seth... I mean I'm not all depressed like I was, I think it helped to tell him, and everythings been getting better than it was, but he's on my mind all the time... eh I'll get over it, I kind of have to... I gave myself no choices here, but whatever will happen will happen. I screw ( Read more... )

It's over, I screwed up... and it's all over

So, today I ran away for a total of 7 hours... I know not that bad, but still. I stayed home from school sick today, got into a fight with my parents and spent 3 hours driving around balling my eyes out... then I went to Jenna's house and she fed me and then I fell asleep. Jenna woke me up because my mom was on the phone, so I talked to her went ( Read more... )

I just talked to Seth, I couldn't see him in person to tell him so he wanted me to just tell him on the phone, guess who pansied out of it AGAIN!!! FUCKING A! I hate myself! I'M A FUCKING BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! He told me that I should just give Jenna permission to tell him, but thats not her place to tell him, I SHOULD BE THE ONE, AND IN PERSON!!! ( Read more... )

I feel mostly useless, the only uses I feel I have lately are making myself feel even more useless and to screw people over (going back to the title). I'm too tired to do anything or to care, and to make things worse, I don't feel the initiative to actually take the time to care. I screwed up, and thats all I feel I can do anymore. I know in ( Read more... )

lol well ya'll, I'm back!!! Who missed me? lol just kidding... anyways so I got back around 4 today... I got a car!!! It's nice, it needs a paint job, but other than that it rocks!!! 87 Oldsmobile, black cherrie paint, sun roof, leather interior, fuzzy seatcovers, totally rockable!!! The inside looks like something off of pimp my ride! lol... so ( Read more... )