I'm crushing under the weight of your collective disapproval.

I just realized my layout is purple. Well, I knew before, but now it seems like I'm obsessed with purple. But I'm really not. Oh well. I have an essay to write, I have to babysit Hailei, and I need to change into something not involving sweatpants and a tanktop. I hate essays and homework.

Blah. Today's gonna be a busy day, terrific. Tomorrow is my padre's birthday, so we're having a party for him. I think my grandmother and Hailei and my aunt and uncle are coming over, and probably some other people. It's a 'surprise', but I think he already knows about it. Last night he spilled wax all over the carpet and went on a rant about how ( Read more... )

"Bad things will happen- they always do. But good things will happen too. Which will you focus on? The decision is up to you. You can choose to see the happiness of life or focus on the worries of life. No one can make you happy, but you can choose happiness."

Looks like forever just got a whole lot shorter.

Today was really sucky. I'm super sick, I can't eat or drink anything without my throat feeling like it's getting cut off. I really want soup, but of course my father insisted on throwing it all out YESTERDAY because no one eats it. He has terrific timing. I was called down to the nurse and VP today. I hit this kid Matt, but the teacher didn't see ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be doing homework, but I doubt I'm going to. I have corrections for science because I got a horrible grade on the mass and impulse quiz. 57, which is failing. I think that's my lowest grade of the year. I'll just stay after tomorrow to ask him for help, because I do not understand any of this. Hence the 57. I did my math (for both ( Read more... )

Everything's kind of spinning and I just wish everything would stop. Just for a couple seconds, maybe, to stop and realize what's going on.
I'm fine, I guess, but everyone else isn't.
And I kind of wish I could be the person that would be there for them but they just gotta let me in.
And I'm pretty sure you know who you are.

I hate Sundays. They're idiotic. I have school tomorrow, which I definitely am not looking forward to. We're watching a movie in history, but I don't have history tomorrow. Terrific. There really isn't anything I'm looking forward to tomorrow, except for the fact I'm going to be able to stay up late and sleep in because Tuesday is a holiday. I feel ( Read more... )

My teeth hurt. A lot. I need to remind my mom to call the dentist because I think I have a cavity. Which is really great, I love cavities. Not. Last time I had a cavity was what, 5 years ago? Ugh. I barely come online anymore, my laptop sucks. I probably should remind my mom to buy a warranty so I can send it off to Microsoft to get it fixed for ( Read more... )