Today was shit. I woke up early because Courtney was up working and she had her music on and the fan going and once she saw I was awake she began talking to me so I was forced to be awake. Once that occurs there is no hope for returning to the wonderful slumber that had just deceased. No hope. Anyway, then I went to an English class that I was ( Read more... )

eek. this is a frustrating time. as are all the times when i have good things to write about. i should search for writing material other than frustration. but it does make more a good plot and conflict. i need a friend who listens. this sounds so sad and pathetic but extremely true. i hear everyones problems here and try to help them the best ( Read more... )

Went to Yoga tonight again...three nights in a row. I really love it. Kara and I are finally spending money to purchase our own mats cuz it just gets gross everyclass using one of theirs. ik. I also want to get a bolster- we always use them in class and they help super much for a bunch of the positions. I can't remember if Im supposed to ( Read more... )

so my schools are ucsc, uvm, and L&C. Im excited. All next semester I expect to be fairly miserable just because all of my closest friends are leaving either to transfer or to study abroad (both of which I want to do asap). Its gonna be interesting and makes me sad to think about ( Read more... )

ucsc ( Read more... )

i know ive always realized that i put too much energy and care into certain things...my work. but lately ive realized it so much and have gotten so fed up with accepting the fact that i do too much by myself that ive started to care less. this was definitely needed but i still feel crappy for not being crazy ont op of everything. honestly though ( Read more... )

...is what i have. ive realized how s much more I love life when I don't stress about fucking theatre all the time. This place takes people like me who like to work hard at what we like and makes them do it nonstop til they go nuts or graduate. Well i almost went nuts but i didnt and I am saving my sanity for issues I care a whole lot more about ( Read more... )

i was stopped by a huge flashing neon sign on 14th street right near union square: PSYCHIC! of course...there is a psychic every two feet in the village. I suppose at some lame attempt to fix those youngsters poblems! ha. anyway...i had an urge to see this one so i did ( Read more... )

a lot has cleared up itself in me. I understand a lot more about where i want to head and what I want to be.,..sounds lame- but somehow needs to be said because it is what it is.

thoughts today...( Read More )

Dear Texas ( Read more... )