I want my own space
my own freedom
my own friends
to feel like I have some part of my life hidden
that EVERYTHING isnt out in the open
and of course the things that are hidden hurt and need to get let out 
but theres no one there to listen
because the only person I have is the person who caused itall

 Im having a baby boy!!!!!

I could not be more in love with him already
Riley Thomas Payne

I wish we could have spent a summer together before I got pregant ( Read more... )

 Justin is amazing ( Read more... )

 I cant stand living here anymore ( Read more... )

so me an my  mom are constantly butting heads now ( Read more... )

 friday to wed morning with him an I miss him ( Read more... )

spent friday to monday night with justin ( Read more... )

 so me an him worked out our problems ( Read more... )

im being selfish because i was honest about how i felt being striaght foward something hes not
im supposed to read in between the lines on whats bothering him
he just talked to his homies for hours about what was wrong an I have NOONE
but im selfish

nice to know