So i found out that nancy died yesterday. I am so conflicted. ... It is sad the girls lost there mom, but i know she is at peace now. But deb and i had a falling out a few years ago... I do not know what to say, i was invited to the funeral i want to go but i most likely will go by my self... so i do not know.... i will see

wow i have internet at home again so now i get to do my blogging more often. yeah more of my incoherent rambling.. sweet to those who read this

why is it that i cant be happy for people and leave it at that. i shouldnt be jeolus

But why is it the rich get richer and i get nothing i work hard i should enjoy my self.

So after reading an old friends live journal i remembered i have one to and i have not blogged here in a while ( Read more... )

i dont know who reads this now. if any body but i doesnt matter any more, i dont care any more.

writeing all my thoughts and feelings on a live journal doesnt matter to me any more..

wow

i am flying to washing ton on the 27 yeah me.
ONly to visit i will be back on th 9th

robert and i decided i needed a break..( vacation 5 1 2 years of work

And amanda needs some amanda time.. :)

oh yeah

it has been so long, scince i posted

lets see... nothing new hopefully i will quit my job iat the end of june. but i dont know we will seee

my job search time was cut in half instead of one month it is two weeks.

this sucks......

i dont think we are going to move after all. this really sucks i really had my hopes up, but i am going to still try. :)

i post the offical notice here cause my parents read my myspace.......

Robert has said yes an officail yes

we are moving to seattle washington.........

i leave july 1st rob to follow in august. :)

man it has been a while........ what is new in my life ( Read more... )