It’s absolutely crazy to think a whole year has passed already. At this time a year ago I was in a different place, a different mindset and a different way of living all together. Who would’ve thought that so much could happen in a year.. I still can’t believe you’re gone... I still miss you so much Grandma, if I could turn back time I would tell ( Read more... )

A rush of warmth surges through the body, as soft lips caress, ever so gentle and in this moment an indescribable feeling comes over. It’s as if to be the only ones present in this realm, as time seems to stop in this moment. Skipping a beat the heart knows what it wants and the body naturally follows suit. Such a strong connection, so real it’s ( Read more... )

Somewhere, somehow I had lost my way ( Read more... )

I've learned over the years to appreciate the little things in life, I've known struggles, pain, brokenness along with sacrifice ( Read more... )

Things arise in life that no one would ever dream ( Read more... )

So much has happened in life I can’t even begin to think of where to start... Jordan was born November 30th 2017.. it’s been almost a year and yet it seems like I’ve blinked and just jumped forward in time. I am working in the field of physical therapy as relief at the hospital and also became a shipt shopper lol delivering groceries isn’t all that ( Read more... )

Some days are better than others but I look forward to the little things. I just wish I had someone to hold my hand, someone to go through this journey with, this dance we call life. I just wonder where I will find a suitable fit.. I had a perfect fit at one point but that was long ago and I think that opportunity has passed because of choices that ( Read more... )

Over the years I look back and regret some decisions I’ve made regarding us being together. I miss you.. and never stopped loving you. The day we talked after tubing I think about often.. Our souls were connected at a point in time so strongly I can’t shake the feeling.. I long for that feeling.. I miss laying in bed reading next to each other, ( Read more... )

Stuck in the cycle again.. After all these years right back to square one. I don't know what the hell I was thinking... I'm so irritated and sleepless and frustrated. The constant thought in my mind of why? Why the hell did I do this again? What in the world was I thinking? He is a narsisist.. Everything is about him and this addiction. I've never ( Read more... )

Something as simple as thinking about a situation differently can open your eyes to a whole new outlook.. what if something were to happen unexpectedly and you never fully expressed how you felt about someone.. then when you do tell them... well its too late. We never know what is going to happen from day to day.. which is why would should just say ( Read more... )