I see it as a good thing that it took me three goes to log in because I couldn't remember my username.  I miss reading other people's entries because I don't feel as close to them as I used to.  But it is a good thing that I don't need this place anymore.  I like the fact that there are a lot of people who knew me years ago who would be shocked at ( Read more... )

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I am doing good. I know that. At the moment I am barely leaving my flat, but I'm busy. Two OU courses. Two free online courses. Making jewellery. Writing. Selling anything I can online. Funding applications. All despite copious amounts of time in bed each day.It feels wrong. I miss some of the things I used to do. Actually just one at the moment. ( Read more... )

I never come on here anymore, I don't know why. Partly because if I do I get caught up in everything and before you know it two hours have disappeared. I don't want to stop coming here really, I never intended to. Life got in the way I suppose. I have started a new journal intended to be more positive and more about the stuff going on now, more ( Read more... )

I don't want to hate myself anymore.

I'm not coping with things very well at the moment. Think I might cancel my voluntary work that I've been stressing about so much and go home for a few days instead ( Read more... )

Does anyone use www.goodreads.com?

Stupid fucking Mandy.

You stupid fucking ****.

Is there anyone I can talk to? I can't bear the thought of facing this week.
Is there anyone I can text/email to just get everything out?
I'm not strong enough to support anyone else right now. I hate that, I might be a miserable bitch but I at least always try and be a good person, and a good friend.

I can't cope. My head is all over the place, I can't focus on anything ( Read more... )