Comments | purplerose824: What A Feeling

purplerose824

What A Feeling

Apr 15, 2005 10:28

Why do I feel like this? I just want to sit here and cry my eyes out. What do people think of me? I feel like a big cry baby. I just have this emotion that wants to be let out. Last night I wanted to just scream for no particular reason. No its not PMS. I just haven't let out a good scream in forever. I want to hit a wall. Or hit someone ( Read more... )

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twilightsky_ April 15 2005, 15:26:17 UTC

I'm sorry hun. I had no idea you were feeling that way.. I could tell that you were being distant today.. but I wasn't sure why....

guy here reborn1995 April 16 2005, 07:47:33 UTC

i could be completely wrong about this, but it's at least possible that the feeling is purely chemical. my wife struggled with this for 2-3 years (in fact, probably still isn't over it). She had this general sense of utter dread and despair that actually wasn't rationally attached to any particular event or thing in her life. But human nature--she had to find a reason. So she looked for any and all things in her life that could produce this. So when i talked to her, she was like really upset about this or that--she didn't like what she had or hadn't accomplished, she didn't like her body, she didn't like her daily routine, she didn't like something between us, she didn't like her own attitude, etc. etc. But when she cleared her head and really thought about it, even though it was true she didn't like all those things, those weren't the real catalysts for all her dread and despair. She went to a couple doctors and yep--purely chemical. She got a prescription, she took it, in a couple weeks she was fine ( ... )

Re: guy here purplerose824 April 18 2005, 07:30:06 UTC

Oh my gosh thank you soooo much. I feel that a little of both theories apply to me. But it helps me to know that someone else has felt the same way and understands. I'm not alone. Today is not as bad as it was on Friday. Today its almost peaceful but not quite. :)

bodiggins April 17 2005, 01:40:21 UTC

Sorry things have been going badly for you, and that I've been out of the loop lately :(. I've been dealing with some pretty crappy situations myself... Hope things go better for you though.