Good Bye Mom...

[purplerose824]

Its been 4 months now since mom passed. And i've been telling myself to get on here and finally write about it. Just haven't had the strength to do it. I cry for her all the time. And I have it in my head that she still lives in the nursing home so she's ok. It brings me peace. And I know this is weird, but I feel like she didnt pass this year. I

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[toomanymind_318]

you remembered a lot of details about that day, more than I feel I would've remembered.

you published this post at a unique time because when I left for work this morning my dad said he was calling in because he didn't feel well and felt like he was going to pass out. I made sure to ask if he was going to the doctor and stayed long enough to confirm he was.

I was worried about my dad and then I read this. your post hits home with me. glad we share our journals.

oh, and if you ever need a ride.......call me.  better to know your safe than to worry about you or to hear you're in trouble. Im here for you if you need me. plus I'm not far from your spot. okay?       -love ya girly.

[purplerose824]

Thanks Jos. I find it odd yet amusing that every time we talk or catch up, its always connected at what is happening that same day. Like something tells us, talk about it now. I hope your dad is ok. And yea that night scared me to make me re-think some things. I went out the next night but had like 2 drinks. One of em my friend mostly drank. I was too scared to drink. But i know i have to take control on the drinking now. I don't need it as bad as i want it. So for sure I will call u or someone to pick me up if i ever get that bad. <3