So I now live with my family in a new big house.  I get to hang out with my friends more.  Catching up.  I'm not dating or talking to anyone in particular.  Eli and I talk at least once a week as friends, nothing more.  I think that will change once we split up our phone account.   I can tell he's struggling with life and his family but I can't ( Read more... )

So a lot has gone on in my life in the past month.  But more recently I've been thinking crazy about 3 ppl.  3 guys to be exact.  I call them the 3 L's.  Let me explain.  The 3 L's to me are Lost, Lust and of course Love.  And the 3 guys are Phillip, Ricky and Eli ( Read more... )

Wow, where do I start?  Well so much has happened in the last month.  First and foremost is that my boyfriend of 13 years and I have decided to part ways.  It pains me to say that, but at the same time it relieves me.  I don't think it has hit me yet that we are apart.  I might still be in shock or I might just have been ready to move on.  I have ( Read more... )

Today I went to visit a couple friends who have passed.  But I went for a particular reason.  Today would've been Phillips 28th or 27th birthday.  I miss him a lot.  And I think that is because I feel SO guilty for what happened.  He committed suicide on May 27th 1997.  Reasons are unknown.  There was no note or any sign as to why he did it.  All I ( Read more... )

Well I'm still on here.  I don't think i can ever give up my livejournal account.  Its helped me so much through the hard times.  I don't have a lot of time to write tonight.  But i am going through a lot.  At least since the last time ive been on here.  I will have to update it all on another post at a later time.  But lets just say that this past ( Read more... )

I haven't  been able to get on here in the longest.  But I am still here and always will be.  This is the one site I can never let go of!!!!!!  TTYL

 Oh wow I made it back.  I've been wanting to vent for so long.  And more recently too.  See well I had my HS reunion a few weeks ago.  And it was great to see everyone.  But my night was ruined and almost wish I never went.  And although time has passed I can't seem to get it out of my mind.  One of my BFFs in HS stabbed me in the back and all I ( Read more... )

The ongoing stress at my job for the past 3 months is done!!!  They finally fixed the problem we were having!  And it has lessened our work load by 90%.  Now we just have to play catch up on our days off from closing.  Like today I haven't gotten sooo much stuff done.  I'm still behind in work but not as much.  More like halfway now.

Well Liz and ( Read more... )

Just in case anyone is still on here, just wanted to let you know I am still here. This is the one place I haven't been banned from. Glad to see Brit is still hangin around here. So lets update. K I live in a new place now. Still at the same job, but it has become more stressful than ever. Took on more stores which is causing us to work longer and ( Read more... )

Geesh I can't remember the last time I was on this site.  Its been so long.  I miss it.  No matter what I could always rely on LJ.  Yea Myspace is cool and all but I can vent on here like no other.  I feel like its my own personal diary.  And that only certain people are allowed to see it.  Only the friends I trust are on here.  So not a whole lot ( Read more... )