There's nothing I want more than to have beautiful, clean house and share it with people who give a shit ( Read more... )

For years my kids have wanted to move, so we finally did it. We up and moved to Colorado. Better schools, more opportunities....and they hate me for it ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I have anxiety, it literally feels like the end of the world. My mind starts imagining all of the worst possible things that it could ever imagine. I fear someone taking my baby from me. I fear losing my husband or any of my other children. I fear everything. Nothing is right and it never will be ( Read more... )

I am so happy right now. I'm drinking coffee...it's cold in our house which means fall is almost here, tonight is my last of a 4 day run of shifts doing massage, I made awesome tips this weekend and life is amazing. In one week, I will start my job with that great big company you all know with a fruit as their logo. Hubby is happily pruning ( Read more... )

Repeat

what's important to you? Is what's important to you the same things that make you happy?

Tye
Korra
Leah
Connor
Xander

My family is so important and they make me so happy. I love them all. They make me so happy.

It's interesting how hard it is to think of things sometimes. I sat down yesterday and started thinking about my own interests and how I want to excel at so many things. I realized that there are definitely a lot of things I am good at, but could definitely be better at ( Read more... )

theres a feeling of disgust when you have a beautiful, perfect life and still can't shake depression. A deep self-loathing that can't really be explained to anyone ( Read more... )

 I can feel the world slipping away from me...one moment to the next. falling...

 I really hate this up and down cycle of happy and gloom. I am so grateful for my husband. He is an amazing being who gets me through so much. I am grateful for second chances with my family and I'm grateful that I will soon be seeing my kids a lot more often ( Read more... )