When horrible things happen in life, the only way to pull through is to focus on the future and avoid negative thinking no matter what. Despite my current state of sadness, I also find that I'm smiling an awful lot. Finally... I'll be living on my own this fall. Quite possibly the best thought ever! At this juncture in my life, change is exactly ( Read more... )

my face is melting off. yes... its about 90 degrees too hot today.

that is all.

As of late, I've developed some sort of sick obsession with sylvia plath. She's such a tragic literary figure... but I think thats what really draws me to her work. I own her only novel, but I definately need to invest in some poetry.

On February 11, 1963, after carefully sealing the kitchen so her children would not be harmed, Sylvia Plath took a ( Read more... )

its pretty terrible when your boyfriend...

*ignores you on his birthday.
*neglects to answer emails.
*has no phone or any way to be contacted.

i hope your package arrives safely <3

this damien rice song makes my heart heavy.

i've finally begun to dabble in the world of culinary arts. on the menu tonight was: honey nut chicken (i made the breading myself!) and succatash (sooo incredible). maybe its silly to feel this accomplished, but i'm so proud of myself.
( lindsey can cook! )

its been so long... i hardly even know where to begin with this entry. i've just been so notably gleeful and content, theres no need for venting. i'm going to update you all with a few recent events nonetheless, as i know i've been semi scarce on the internet front. i'll save most of my superfluous rambling for a later date ;).

1.i'm in mourning. ( Read more... )

with noone to talk with, and nothing to occupy my time at work, here i sit writing a new journal entry. something i rarely rarely do these days... but to keep my thoughts from running amuck, i have to ( Read more... )

i won them! another fabulous pair of shoes to add to my collection. i have a white skirt to wear them with... that outfit will be perfection. oh so excited ;)

My new shoes

i've got a stubson crashed out on my bed, and an oso asleep at my feet. how serene and wonderful. i'm making a solemn vow this very moment that i will never be without an animal in my home. nothing is more therapeutic, and nothing makes me smile more. of course they are a serious pain in the ass at times (please recall when oso pissed on my down ( Read more... )

quite possibly one of the nicest days in awhile! my eyes fluttered open this morning and the sun was right there to greet me... shining brightly through my bedroom window. i stretched, smiled, and told myself that it was going to be one of the good days. no work, no obligations. what could possibly be better? i spent my time wisely (or not), ( Read more... )