I haven't posted here in a really long time, about 3 years to be exactly, well almost exact. my friend rachel from work was talking about her blog the other day and it reminded me that i used to use this as a forum to post random things. i thought perhaps it was time to return to the ways of old. things have been strange lately. there's a weirdness ( Read more... )

i've been watching a lot of movies lately and it seems that about 80% are about drugs or have drug related themes. namely, coke and heroin. Half Nelson - crackhead teacher, Gone Baby Gone - coke snorting child molesters and dealers. The Punisher - drug trafficking and that was just this weekend. plus i just read this book called Dope, which, ( Read more... )

i'm tooting my own horn. hehehe. school has started. the children are back. the world has returned to it's former crazyness. we have to call the parents of our homeroom kids once a week to update them on how their kid's doing. i HATE this. it's hands down the worst part of my job. i never do it and i've been written up twice for not completing my ( Read more... )

i never really thought i had a pet peeve, i mean a lot of things are mild irritations but not blanketly. it's usually very dependent on the person and the particular thing they're doing. today, i discovered that i have an honest to goodness, nails on the chalkboard, pet peeve: when people message you in weird letters and acronyms instead of actual ( Read more... )

i have never really been very good at returning phone calls because i don't ever call people with a need for something. i don't need anything from anyone and i figure people don't really need anything from me but apparently i'm mistaken. i had surgery and i'm in a cast with crutches and i'm not supposed to be able to do anything but i keep being ( Read more... )

i have an extra bone in my foot and it's not healing (i also have an extra bone in my back but that's besides the point., although the r-xay is really cool). apparently a broken bone takes 6-8 weeks to heal. it's been 7 weeks and my damaged/bruised bone that's not supposed to be in my foot is not healing. i didn't really think it was not healing, ( Read more... )

i'm having major anxiety. MAJOR anxiety. anxiety to the point where i'm having anxiety about my anxiety. i couldn't sleep last night. i tried watching how i met your mother. i tried watching wings. i tried reading harry potter. nothing worked. i thought if i called someone and talked about how i was having anxiety it would decrease my anxiety about ( Read more... )

i have exciting news. but first a little back story. on april 17, i fell off a ladder and broke my ankle. we were setting up for prom and 
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christmas is in 261 days. yes, i know this. yes, i'm lame. and yes, i'm ok with being lame. i keep thinking about the things that'll be different when christmas actually rolls around. i suppose it's not that big a deal, but still. a lot can happen in 261 days and right now i'm just gonna bank on good things happening ( Read more... )

i got a hair cut. i got to the salon thinking to myself, maybe 3 or 4 inches and then i walked in and found myself saying, how short would my hair be if i lost 10 inches. and then i found myself saying, do it, cut it off! and then, then my friends, i freaked out. my hair iz shouuurt. i haven't decided if i like it.  i'm leaning towards yes, but ( Read more... )