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[purplpixy]

been a while since my last entry again. lots has happened. holidays came and went. they were great. things are still wonderful with jamie. in fact, i proposed to her. the day before new year's eve. went out, got her a ring, wrote her a letter, and asked her to marry me. she said yes and we cried and hugged and kissed. told each other how much we

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[purplpixy]

yeah, they've been "getting used to it" since she came out to them like 6 years ago...lol so yeah it's been a long, slow adjustment. and i guess i'm adjusting myself since i've never really had to deal with this type of situation. it's been harder on me than i expected. jamie's kind of gotten used to it cuz she's been dealing with it longer, obviously. i just need to realize that this is how they are and leave it at that. at least her sister's been cool. and thank god my family's been so accepting. regardless, i can't let this get in between me and jamie. we're gonna be happy together no matter what anyone else thinks. she's all that really matters to me in the long run.

[spidermanchick]

it's hard to imagine the reality of what you guys go through and struggle with on a daily basis within this ridiculous society, but at least I can relate to you on parents not liking me, or at least "pretending" to like me. It sucks because Eddie's mom is the only parent he has in the area, and she's pretty much Satan. and to think, she doesn't like me because I smoke pot. wow. and even before she knew that about me, she didn't bother to get to know me at all. and the funniest thing is, she still sends me christmas presents, I guess to be nice. but I see through that and see that she fakes being nice and still keeps her distance. And after 3+ years of me and Eddie being together and after our family has taken him in and has put up with him for this long, she doesn't even bother to try to meet our parents, let alone thank them for all they've done for Eddie. so yeah. in a certain way, we're on the same boat. but i hope you guys get through this and stay happy regardless of what people think or say. <3