It's been over a year since my last entry! I feel like my life has been a whirlwind lately. So much has happened! So much has changed, for the better! :) I guess I should start off by referring back to my last entry. Jamie's parents have made some HUGE steps since then. In fact, I feel a lot more like a part of their family than ever before. It ( Read more... )

been a while since my last entry again. lots has happened. holidays came and went. they were great. things are still wonderful with jamie. in fact, i proposed to her. the day before new year's eve. went out, got her a ring, wrote her a letter, and asked her to marry me. she said yes and we cried and hugged and kissed. told each other how much we ( Read more... )

one year together with jamie...one amazing year with this girl straight out of my dreams. i'm still sitting back in disbelief at times. wondering, "how the fuck did i get so lucky?" i never would have imagined any of this. not even a year ago could i have guessed it. i could only have hoped. and yet here i am, madly in love. and it only gets ( Read more... )

it's been forever since i last updated. i feel like i have no time anymore. lately, i've had shit to do CONSTANTLY, so even on my days off i'm busy. but today is kind of a lazy day for me. i say kind of cuz i still got shit done around the apt like cleaning and whatnot. but i still got to relax some so now i'm writing a blog. lol so today is 10 ( Read more... )

i had the best weekend EVER! not necessarily because it was valentine's, but that was def part of it. friday night i headed over to jamie's after work and my dumb ass locked my keys in my truck, with the engine running! luckily, jamie saved the day and called AAA for me. :) haha i felt bad but she was really sweet about it. afterwards, we headed ( Read more... )

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it must be close to that time of the month again or something. cuz i'm feeling like a totally emotional girl today. ugh. it irritates me. i watched one of my fave shows and it was actually a really sad episode and my damn eyes kept tearing up. i don't usually get like that. and then i got to thinkin about stuff and now i'm feelin blah. u know when ( Read more... )

quick recap...work is going great. i've started to make friends at work and even have a bunch of them on my friend list on myspace now. haha it's great. i love being there and i've started working for the emergency services now which is going really well so far. i seriously love what i do for a living. :) i'm also really excited cuz i'm going to an ( Read more... )

i finally talked to megan tonight. she happened to be online when i signed on and yet didn't bother to text me to say hi since she was off tonight. at first i was really pissed, but i sucked it up and decided to im her. she was real nonchalant as usual so i finally asked her what the deal was. i told her i got the feeling she wasn't interested ( Read more... )

once again i find myself frustrated. i don't understand women...seriously. *sigh* things were going pretty well, so i thought. in fact, the last time i saw megan, she seemed really into me, but now i'm starting to wonder. she's been so caught up with her busy work schedule and a whole bunch of other shit for the past couple of weeks that i've ( Read more... )