gar.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i'm partying my life away...and it is glorious. i don't have a care in the world and for the first time that doesn't scare me. i feel completely in control and comfortable with myself. I'm going to be fine. We're all going to be fine. LEt's have some fun while we're at it. cheers, i'm going to go vomit.

someone beat me up in my sleep... i think. my body is ouchy. i'm sick...ack..(look megan! i used ack in context!! shiny penny for me!!)yesterday was fun. it consisted of house hunting, super nintendo, chilling with megan at sarah's, and nearly dying 10times. it was all in good fun though. sarah's bf drives a death trap. but that's beside the point ( Read more... )

so...i decided that i'm going to take a bus tour around the city at least once a month to see all the different areas and cultures. i did that today busing home from a friend from works. i went all through the downtown area. good and bad. it was refreshing, and made me feel good about where i am in life right now. some times need the reasurance. i ( Read more... )

i'm experiencing the strangest thing the last couple days. since last september i have always had the feeling that there isn't enough time. even when i wasn't at school, it was like i always had this tight feeling like, what am i supposed to be doing right now? i'm wasting time. i'm getting behind. but now that i'm not always with weight on my ( Read more... )

so the last couple we a big much. the only good thing really was that lacey moved in. ah. its so nice to have her around. she's super duper. anyway, i had a freakout last night about lab. i was comvinced that i should drop out, get my tuition back, and wait until i can handle the stress of this course. i don't like being such a case all the time. ( Read more... )

i just saw some stuff on tv about the tsunami disaster and it got me thinking about how terrible it was. not that i haven't though that b4, but it just seems so much bigger than anybody. it's so sad to think about how many people, from so many different places in life didn't make it. if that many people died, how many people watched the death of ( Read more... )

worst day ever

so studying?? ya, no. tomorrow is reading to the max. gar. booze. peeing lots. please god, no noise complaints...ah!! i will give you 5$ if you don't give a noise complaint god, thnx, you are the shit....right on...peace out...i'm gay?? i'm ron burgundy??