every minute i stay up is a minute i could be sleeping and thats something i should be doing now at 520 in the morning ( Read more... )

i was reading through my notebook i keep beside my bed last night...

and i was disappointed in myself, so i did something about it...

i stand behind this statement, life shouldn't be this hard...

it makes me hate this, but at times i see past everything and things make sense...

make sense entirely,

i phase out everything else and just focus on everything

i see past all problems and look to the future

an all understanding eye

then it leaves

and...

the simplest things amuse me right now... i got a banana with dinner but forgot about it ... so i just remembered ate it and lost the peel...

then i walked around ym room and started laughing as i put it donw next to my chair...

also i got a chuckle out of my fridge being full of 2 30 packs...

http://aaronf.student.umd.edu/~aaronf/video/

this is what i did today, partially as all my classes were cancelled...

plans for the next 24+ hours...
2-4: quickest lab ever
4-10/11: drive to NY
11-1: drink in the city
1-4/5: concert with special guests
5/6-11/12: drive to CP
11-1: undergraduate research day
1-2: free hour(howd this happen?
2-4:30: mac class
afterwords: try not to die from no sleep

that was the origional schedule... it was altered ( Read more... )

so at some point this week i realized i was gonna be fucked by the work i had due wednesday and thursday because about a month ago i decided i was going on a one night road trip.... well tuesday night was that night and ohh waht a night... and ohh how exhausted i am! well it was a joyous occasion and it will go down in this entry at some point ( Read more... )

simply i dont got a-nough time and i want more, but i dont need to deal with all this sit, but i got headphones so now i can totally be in my own world for however long i want cause they are comfy and i am wearing them right now as my roommates sleep/watch a movie.... i should deal with this ever and now passover its just a fucking mess ( Read more... )

i don't know how to explain this...

what is this?