Why does my life revolve around waiting on other fucking people.... having to do things at everyone else's pace.  Fuck that shit.   Man, I shoulda got out of this fucking shit years ago, fuck, before anything even got started.   Clean slate, fresh outta highschool..... all downhill from there.  I fucking hate thinking about it, I fucking hate ( Read more... )

i want!!  >:)

 COOL i has job nao.  Workin back at Little Caesars lol  

lol i have to write on here late at night so my mom doesn't yell at me for being up so late.  HAH.

where are my sleeps?  i tired :/

   WOW i miss being on here ALL the time.  It's fun to go through posts from when I was in high school(even after), and see all of the senseless things friends and I have done and laughed about over the years... It sucks to think about how I'm older now and doing such things would make me seem immature ( Read more... )

99% of the time, i give too much of a fuck.... it's either give too much of a fuck, or i don't give a fuck... and honestly, im tired of giving a fuck because when i didn't give a fuck well......... i didn't give a fuck. so uh, fuck giving a fuck, im just not gonna give a fuck, and when you tell me that i'm stupid for not giving a fuck, im gonna ( Read more... )

FAIL.

As I climbed the mountain of sanity, in hope to reach the top, I thought that I had come to my destination. I struggled to pull myself up, but when I looked above, I realized that there was much more climbing to do. Exhausted from all the excess baggage of stress, I decided to drop things that weren't important to me. In a reckless manner, I ( Read more... )

it's really hard to live when all of you decisions conflict people around you. i hope i didn't ruin anyone's life in the process

life is so epic to the point where i NO LONGER have control of it. i've been realizing lately that it's on an epic scale, not just some dumb shit.