i hate to be emo, but i am so sad. i have been crying all morning. im not even hungry so i know there is something wrong with me. im not just crazy and over emotional ( Read more... )

oh so sick of being tired

and oh so tired of being sick

you know what else i am sick and tired of?

waiting

once again i played that stupid fucking game
both yesterday and today

no more!!

im stopping this vicious cycle myself

i just wont wait

i will continue as if there is nothing to wait for

because as far as i am concerned there isn't

im always waiting
and it is really starting to get old
so what am i going to do about it?
wait some more
because it will never be different
no matter what i do

wow who are all of you?
because i honestly have no idea

.cute.

all better

.yup, it is that easy with me.

i am honestly deeply hurt right now and it is not ok ( Read more... )

.boring.

so yesterday michael and i went up to santa barbara to have lunch with his aunt and uncle and when we got there we decided we wanted to stay and so we did i called my mom and told her michael was to sick to drive home and we were staying there with his aunt. we got a room at a really cute inn with a little garden patio outside our room. it was nice ( Read more... )