Now that Im out of highschool I think its time I did some good, Im gonna follow through on this too. Gonna post on forums, mass emails, what have you. I am going to try to make Novemeber 12th the official hug an athiest day. I think satanists too. Im talking about those people who just HATE the church and spend a crapload of time bitching about how ( Read more... )

Five fucking days, then im done. No more fucking high school, ive been treated like shit my whole life, everyone has been trying to teach me something. The only thing i learned from highschool was how to go to highschool. Education is a concept. A twisted one

Real...two weeks, two days, then i graduate, iv spent twelve years being a student, best thing i learned was how to be a student, now for a summer i get to be a human being again, then ill be a student again, but much less of one, graduating from high school. Seeing Jess, I love her, thats real, and im gonna see her and its going to be everything ( Read more... )

My livejournal is suprsingly sexy all of a sudden, looks like the workings of a sexy black girl o.O

I beleive, had i gone to heidelberg, on a beautifully superficial level, i could have been a cool kid, it would have been magical

I think i was depressed because I had no reason too be, theres no anthem for people like me, no heroes, im the so horribly normal, I think a part of me loved getting kicked off base because I finally had a reason to be sad, i wasnt ashamed of my angst. So much death, so much hurt in the world and my life has been completly perfect, two loving ( Read more... )

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When you make a list of things to do before you die you save the best ones for last
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I am going to try to be happy again, not good days and bad days, not functioning, happy, im going to try to enjoy the rest of my senior year...thats all

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