You dont deserve this parade. Your not courageous, courageous people are scared to shit but go and do it anyways because they have to. Your just some piss shit teenager who thinks they dont want to live. Your not a hero. Your a fucking joke.
I remember in middle school seeing the cool kids, since then iv been tryin to be one, its never gotten lame to me. I hate missing out on this awesome world of parties and fun, i think iv gotten a couple tastes of it i think, maybe not. I know its out there though, a higher standard of living