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I'm not sure what it is....my doctor increased my medication...and i feel like it's backfiring. My mind is desperate for things to hold onto...addicted to relief of tension....then it creates more tension needing more relief. I had a lil binge the other day....then I went to the gym for two and a half hours...one of those hours a total body ( Read more... )

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Yoga 11:15.

Itch on my finger...right now.

wondering why muscle weighs more than fat and just pms in general.

Impatience/patience/Impatience/patience/IMPATIENCE.

Reunion photos now. Period now. Period bye. 1 week of non-bloated bliss.

Robbie Williams calming me down.

It was so much fun last night! I saw people i haven't seen in years. I drank so much. I drank half a bottle of champagne....it went by fast at home and cooked myself some chicken. Then i went to Dead poet's cafe...its a bar. There i saw Robert haha my old prom date and zach. These were my lunch buddy's...and of course Ian. Ian organized the reunion ( Read more... )

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I graduate and leave for Germany ( Read more... )

I'm in such pain right now..I haven't stopped being on my feet. I could cry. I skipped my meds yesterday...I went out with Kadri to see dusky jewel perform at cb's gallery. A punk rock band. They were great...but played for a short time. It was the drummer nick's bday...so we stuck around for him to blow out his candles and talk a bit. I had a ( Read more... )

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I'm graduating soon. Dec.9. in the morning. Then its a lil graduation lunch...and then at night i catch my flight to Germany to see Philip :). Very exciting ( Read more... )