I have not written here in a while. A lot has happened. I have found love that's reciprocal. I have weeded out the negative people in my life. It was not easy.Im really not thinking anyone will read it.I'm not having an easy time at work though. I'm sick of hearing about the obvious economy. I'm confused about my obsessive compulsive behavior. Is ( Read more... )

I waste my trust...I do ( Read more... )

I went to Buddy's apt. and sat around and smoked a lil bit. I'm high ( Read more... )

Since I've written on this thing. My time has been spent working...partying...lots of work. Now i've been on vacation for a couple weeks for Philips trip here. It's had its ups and downs. I prefer visiting Germany and seeing him there...then here. It's been stressful. I want to leave my job...perhaps move away. Theres a lot of differences between ( Read more... )

It's in 4 days...im having two parties...which i think or feel is ridiculous at this point. I'm not even having it where Id really like to have it. Or when. Ones in the city for people who dont want to go to long island...which is most fucking people. Ok fine i understand its a commute...but it'll be fun...I'm just disapointed because so many ( Read more... )

I live in an unaffordable city ( Read more... )

I got a job at Scott. J hair salon as an assistant. I'll also be assistanting this famous hairdresser for next fashion season...and I got an in in the entertainment industry....an editor for big films is putting my name out to people in the industry to be an assistant hairstylist. It's looking good. So work is good...but it's still work...i'm ( Read more... )

I love loving you ( Read more... )

My arms are numb...but they feel fine ( Read more... )

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