This journal is dead.

If you want to know my new one, I'll post an edit within a day or two...might be friends only.

Goodnight.

EDIT: timeflickersby

I'm hurting bad right now. So if I blow you guys off or act weird please don't take any offence to it. I'm just really taking it to heart and its affecting me greatly. Life's confusing right now and I feel like I'm drowning but hopefully I'll find the surface. Time heals everything. I just need a lot of it right now. Thanks, night.

Last night was rather interesting. A lot of shit came tumbling down. My ER bill came in and no one at the hospital apparently called it in, so the bill's about $2000. My dad flipped out at me and basically wanted me out of the house. I tried to tell him to use one of my bank accounts for the bill but he got angrier and slammed the door in my face. ( Read more... )

Yeah. I fuck up all the time, cause I'm a fuckup. It's my job. I'm so fucking proud of it too. I love the fact that things go wrong and they never get better. I fucking love it. I love feeling shitty everytime I fuck up. So I figure I might stop trying or bothering with anything cause I'll fuck it up.

Basically fuck feeling fucked.

So I'm kinda tipsy but that's it. It sucks....I'm sick cause I didn't eat food. Like...my stomach's rejecting everything. Whatever. A trip to the doctor will do me some good hopefully. And people love my guns!!!

And yeah, I'm still nervous as all hell.

The end.

I hate the fact that I never get hungry and have to force-fed myself. I thought it would stop once I got home (you know, stress at school) but it's not. I might go to the doctor's in a few weeks time if it doesn't let up ( Read more... )

Let's put it this way...everything was fine when driving Tai to New Jersey from 2pm to 9:30pm (with a few short pitstops and getting lost ( Read more... )

I'll say this:

I'm really afraid.

I don't care that I did terrible on my art history test. As long as I pass with a C it's fine by me ( Read more... )

Now I know what it feels like to get kicked in the stomach. OW MOTHER FUCKER! That hurt for ten minutes ( Read more... )