Her condition hasn't improved in the slightest. Her breathing is still erratic, her body movements are so tense, she is sure any bone will break if she even attempts to re-position the way she was originally placed. Her mind is going the speed of lightning as it goes through every possible negative scenario that could take place. None of the ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like such a downright disgraceful person towards the few souls you care for the most? But you believe that it's for the best for both parties involved, so no one has to suffer through any negativity that could've been avoided easily. You can't help but feel the need to be dishonest or vague in order to not let anyone you love ( Read more... )

I am almost 19 years old, & I am somewhat of a compulsive liar. I'm pretty indecisive about almost anything & uninterested in anyone who attempts to get my attention. I don't smoke, drink, or abuse chemicals anymore, but not because of some weak ass straight edge movement. Relationships are not my prime objective during my adolescence, survival is ( Read more... )

The age old saying, "Better safe than sorry," is chanted like a mantra in my sub-conscience. This haunts me, it's almost always on my mind. The due date is uncertain, showing it's lack of importance or relevance. I REFUSE to blow this, there's no time for imperfections. This is my FINAL DRAFT that will be left for the proverbial editor to read over ( Read more... )

Hihi. My name's Faith. I have a horrible nickname that stuck, Faithy Fuckhole. That does NOT represent who I am at all. ILOVECEMETERIES<3I am very opinionated. I'm very loud but very shy around those I don't want to offend. I am addicted to energy drinks. I tend to think I can drink more alcohol than I actually can. I'm learning how to play the ( Read more... )

Dear Padre;;I want you to understand why I am the way I am, so I am going to explain it. I am not sadder than usual, so chill. I think you need to know that I hate myself. All teens say that, but I mean it sooo much more than those idiotic angst puppet & more than MOST can even comprehend. I never asked for high intellect, I was CURSED. Take it ( Read more... )

I am in absolute awe of something I may or may not wish to disclose with you. I am very annoyed at my thought-process, and the way I speak out about those said thoughts. What is it that fuels these delusions that are seemingly dripping with cynicism and rapid hope loss? Why does it even matter that innocents are suffering, the wars are still waging ( Read more... )

I inflict both physical and emotional pain on myself more than I'd like to admit to. I refuse to let anyone see the real me or get close enough for me to care about their well-being. I come off as a cold distant girl to save myself. I care only about me, because no one else will. I despise most people's view on musica, television, and other forms ( Read more... )

So it has come to my attention that the person that I am head-over-heels in love with is absolutely not a positive factor in my life at this current time. Funny how clear it was to everyone who surrounds me, but not to me. I guess it's just a nice little comfort mechanism I have built up over the months we've been separated ( Read more... )

I wish addicts who seek help didn't rely on the help of some questionable force. All that the act of keeping clean requires is your personal will-power to do so. Yes, it requires the building of character, self esteem, & pride in one's own life. Yes, it helps if you have the support of those closest to your heart, although unfortunately that's not ( Read more... )