dear you know who you are ( Read more... )

still smiling ( Read more... )

i should be in bed. but in the same sense i should be right here, right now. just getting it down so i can make sense and learn.

literally the music is being able to fill my life again without weighing it down. the songs on the radio aren't evil and mocking my life anymore and love isn't a bad thing.

i made the stupid decision and tried. for me. and ( Read more... )

i know i hate them all... my coworkers.

but why does it bother me that they all went to the 2nd floor outdoor patio on our building and ate dinner together... and didn't invite me?

they even watched me walk down the street with my own takeout dinner toward the park. and not a word was spoken TO me. only ABOUT me.

i still had a really great time ( Read more... )

ok so you know life is starting to straighten out finally when i write about shit not related to my personal life involving boys.

where to begin... i work for a bunch of alcoholics. who drink them silly at parties and "take turns being the d.d." because they don't understand what it means to drink responsibly. and then... they expect sympathy when ( Read more... )

originally "one day in april or may" was so far off that i wasn't worried about seeing mr. vegas. and yet, here we are. no date set yet, but the nerves have started creeping up. what if that spark just isn't there? what if it's me that freaks out and decides it's not gonna work? oh the pressures! we're still just friends, and it'll stay that way ( Read more... )

falling asleep to the sound of your voice is amazing
your words soothe me as i strain to soke up each one
as they blur together i smile coyly
you're losing me to the dark side
all i can hear now are the rhythms coming across your lips
rocking me gently to sleep
deeper and deeper i fall downward into my bed
into my mind where my dreams welcome me
and all ( Read more... )

i actually got to go outside today!!!! it was amazing. crazy how spring can rejuvinate your soul. i am actually really excited i get to work on this photo shoot for tomorrow. despite in meaning i'm in at work for 9 and have to somehow drive a cargo van???? (i didn't know i signed up for that... maybe i should bring my camera!) our intern sasha and ( Read more... )

Love is most important in your life.

A high love concentration indicates that you want love in your life. It is very important to you and something that you strive to attain.


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it's been a rough day for not doing much. my body's worn down, and it's a bad week to be tired AND emotional. haha, friggin mother nature. they forgot me at work... again. who does that? i'm upstairs! tell me when you leave you assholes! hehe. sorry. was that outloud? if you don't notice i'm there then i might as well leave around 2 then put in ( Read more... )