its interesting to me how some horrible things can turn into really good productive things. it also is really important to me to focus on putting every little effort into small things right now. very focused, very condensed. saying i love you to every little thing ( Read more... )

today was awful. i miss being happy. my boyfriend is broken and today my boss fucking yelled at me n made me cry for leaving to take him to the ER. fuck you mpm. i am tired of everything sucking. i am overdrawn again... thanks mom. i am just tired of this stupid rutt the world has given me. i want jon to be happy....i work hard, i try to do ( Read more... )

Lots of good things are happening!!!!! I get to follow through with that Junction City job I applied for...they sent me a letter and i was scared, but it wound up being GOOD, they want me to continue with the hiring process!!! WOO HOO ( Read more... )

anyway, HI!! i need to pick some berries, they quench my thirst. there are 800 ripe cherry trees to pick at jps and i am ready. we picked raspberries and got buckets and tons and ate EM!. they were terrifficalllly deliciouS, GOSH, WHAT WAS I GONNA SAY?

OHKAY, OH YES. I HAVE BEEN spending most of my days, bike riding or golfing, and also berry ( Read more... )

right now is like  THE best feeling i have each week. i have worked for the last two days and my feet sting with the weight of the day. tomorrow is sunday, AKA, my friday. and i get to be the boss,  i work with theo, who is super laid back and we play chess and i eat b & g, and we have some deep conversation and laugh...at first i was unsure of him ( Read more... )

today i feel revitalized for some odd reason! i was up until 5:30 making muffins this morning. today is cookies. before jon comes to get me so they are still warm....anywho. Is it because it is the eve of my payday that tingles my soul and excites my brain? or is it the full moon coming on friday. i really don't know but i am going to take ( Read more... )

i wish i could just have an endless array of money to buy different ingridients for healthy meals. MmmMM! i am having a day off, gave three cats a bath and only got two scratches! mmm, i attacked jon the other day, it was hilarious and yesterday he made me brownies. XOXOXOXOX ( Read more... )

Jon, and jeff and i went and played 9 holes at River Ridge. It was SUPER fun. Jon has a massive amount of power and can hit the ball 300+ yards. it's amazing. Probably 400. One he hit so hard it hit a tree and we couldn't find it. Our THEORY: it stuck right in.... Anyway, jon kept hitting trees it sounded like there were woodpeckers out. I couldn't ( Read more... )

we just got a food box...or like eight of em. They are delicious. and i am eating soup and also cookies, because i made three batches last night. chocolate chip w/ and w/out nuts. n peanut butter LIFE is WONDERFUL. it's beautiful out today, i think i will go on a bike ride, CUZ ITS SUNNY. later jon is picking me up. etc. wag was really short today ( Read more... )

black circles on eyes ( Read more... )