so crush me baby, i'm all ears.

[puzy0p]

it's been exactly one month since david broke up with me. i wish i could say i was handling things better, but the truth is i'm a fucking mess. i've never felt sadness like this. depression like this. i've never experienced rejection like this. i didn't want this. i don't want this. and i have no idea what to do. what to think about. i'm left with

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[escher28]

"i'd give anything just to know he still thinks about me, or that he regrets his decision just a little."

that statement hits closer to home for me than i could ever possibly explain, and i'm not gunna tell you it gets easier, but the emptiness goes away and life always gets better. i can't really offer you much, but if you ever need me just call. also, brett wants to hug you. hopefully we shall cross paths soon :)

[meeso]

I'm sorry about what has happened this past month. :(

This reminds me of a situation that I was in. I wish I could say that it gets better, but sometimes there are hurts that are too deep that you can't really shake off. I don't mean that in a mean way or anything like that, and I wish I could say something better.

I guess the only thing I could really say is that the pain might remain, but it will lessen. It may not go away, but it won't hurt as much later on.

It sounds like he was spooked by possibly you saying that you had stronger feelings for him that went beyond liking. I know for myself, when I feel like things are getting too deep, I try to run away from it instead of dealing with it because I think it would be easier, but it's really not at all. I hope he realizes that.

Anyway, I wish I could say something better. :\ Feel better!

<3

[ex_stephie800]

"i didn't fuck up this time. i did everything right. and it didn't matter."

it just goes to show you how fucked up OTHER people can be, even if you're doing your best. and that def. hits close to home right now :o/

you're going to be ok. we learn a lot about ourselves when we're depressed like this. you just have to work through it, and remember that this shit takes an obnoxious amount of time to get over. really fucking obnoxious = (

he sounds like a really immature guy, a guy who doesnt know what he wants (but conveninently knows what he doesnt want). you don't need that in your life... you're much much better off w/o him. you know what you want... go with that and embrace it. he's not worth your time.

and he's not NEARLY as attractive as you are. =D you'll find a hawtie next time.

[robbajor]

I didn't read the whole thing, I'm pretty sure I've gotten the long version already. However, it sounds like Stephanie and I agree on alot. You know me, I'll always be around when you need me.