ok so yeah it's been 2 months since i've posted anything, and idk who even reads this anymore or if i should even keep this, but anyway erik's gonna be here any minute and i'm feeling an intenseeeee urgency to just let SOMEONE know how i am feeling right now ( Read more... )

i never thought i'd be writing a livejournal letter to you ( Read more... )

there's a part of me that's feeling like i'm a big disease or something.. what do i have to do to get a guy to like me ( Read more... )

so it was kind of an allegorical dream last night, similar to (i believe?) a dream i had around christmas...or maybe it was based on a movie i watched, but i replaced all the main characters with people i'm close to. it was TOO weird.. i was in new jersey, i was at babylon train station, i was at my gramma's house trying to take pictures of my ( Read more... )

Currently...
Created by xmycheapescapex and taken 7513 times on BzoinkRight now...Where are you at?: On my bed at my host-family's house in Menthon, France Where were you last?: Probably the bathroom..stomach virus thing.. Are you in a relationship?: Nope. Are you happy?: Sure. What is the last thing you accomplished?: Homework. What are your plans ( Read more... )

i'm really, really worried about how i'll feel tomorrow ( Read more... )

i wanna be friends with benefits.
i know he misses me, too.. but i don't really want to be serious with him anymore.
i plan on writing him a letter that he should receive around june 19.. what would have been our five-year anniversary. man!
we're also skyping tomorrow... hmm.
je ne sais pas mothafucka!

i dunno what's going on.
can somebody tell me how to stop missing him?
you think after losing 2 lovers in a year, i'd be really good at this come 2011.

hello, greetings from france ( Read more... )

make it stop!

[EDIT:] WHO IN THE WORLD KISSES ON THE LIPS AND SAYS IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING!? WHO!