So it's finally over--no more high school. I am officially a graduate of Conestoga's 50th class. Tonight was a little much but I did enjoy the numerous beachballs that were being tossed around during the ceremony, suits my class perfectly. I don't know how I feel about being done. I guess it feels good. It feels a little weird, because I think I ( Read more... )

I feel content. Today was one of the best days in my life. These past few weeks were more than I could dream. I want to stay here in Saint George, Utah. I feel at home under the stars. I feel peaceful with the mountains. I feel useful talking and leading group. Everything felt right, and it is sad to leave this behind. I will be back. I just don't ( Read more... )

My head is spinning. I have so much motivation to do really well in college now, because I cannot fail out and be a waitress for the rest of my life. I have been going nonstop since Thursday and I'm about to explode. EXPLODE! And this stupid new computer wasnt working, but now I think it is... I love my parents sometimes for helping me out. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate you and sometimes I love you... gosh, it's difficult, but we always make up. I wouldn't have wanted it any other way. I have learned a lot from you and our situations, and though it has been rough these past 2 years, I wouldn't go back and skip climbing up in that tree. I just love you to pieces, and I'm going to miss you so much ( Read more... )

I think instead of stopping to think about things that i figure cant be sorted out, i just fill my head with more things and occupy my time with more stuff, which ends up cluttering my head so much that i have no real chance to even think about thinking about sorting stuff out.

I lost something somewhere and I don't know where to find it. I don't know what it is... so it's going to be harder to find. It's something that was inside of me that no longer is there. Or maybe it's hiding. I'm guarded, prepared, but unprepared. I just want to understand again ( Read more... )

I am officially a Florida Gator. That's right boys and girls, I'm attending the University of Florida come August. I think this decision will suite me. Horray for sun and fun. Fun in the sun. I'm excited and nervous and o so happy that the time is coming sooo close. It's almost here, I can taste it. They said they would miss me. It made me happy ( Read more... )

today fucking rocked.... i just love some people, and today was a day of great people. I played some golf (haahhahah... yea i know i said id never play again) and it was a crazy good time with mel. then we went to the park with her nephew thomas, and i bonded with him by falling down on the ground and throwing him up in the air... little kids are ( Read more... )

i had an amazing visit last night. amazing and scary and comforting and happy. brandon, you are truely my equal, the guy me. our worlds are coming closer together, and i wonder if some time they will more than graze each others surfaces. this visit was so great that im hoping the six month waiting periods will stop, at least for a while, because if ( Read more... )

Fuck my life. All this adds up to nothing. It's just fucking shit. Shit I tell you, shit.