I want to hold her.

At one point I thought we would last forever. Right now I feel nothing. Not happy, not sad, nothing. I don't know what I am supposed to do anymore.

I wrote this letter, but realized that I don't know the address I want to send it to ( Read more... )

For those who've reached out and those who've thought about it, thank you. I just don't want to talk to a lot of people right now... There's actually only 5 people I want to talk to... hopefully they all know who they are.

Why can't I fix me? I know the problem with me, but I don't know how to make it stop. Why can't I stop obsessing?

Life without risk is life un-lived. The best way to live is to overcome your fears. You can't overcome your fears until you risk all. Until you come to terms with your death. You can't truly live until you see that life eventually ends. Then, and only then, can you start living for what you want, and desire, and need. Fuck what society says ( Read more... )

What happens when I stop asking, "Am I crazy?"

I miss my Kate...

PX

Just for the heck of it...

These are my lucky shades, I got 'em of some lucky guy while his lucky seeing eye dog was takin a whizz. - Bender

PX

figured I'd post something...

Winning a fixed fight is ok, there's honor in that, but to lose... and in THIS atrocity! - Bender

PX