[13:36] pxrxcowgirl: i want them all in me ( Read more... )

I am moving back to St. Cloud.

Just wanted to share.

ive created a story
a movie of epic proportions
its running through my head
its got you and me
and all the things you should have said
ive created the perfect fantasy
will it come to life?
hopefully.

i've got a playlist consisting of john mayer and frank sinatra and tony bennett playing right now.
i am drinking tea.
i am curled up in a blanket.
this is heaven.

its saturday evening and
im sick
of this feeling of
...well
...im not exactly sure what
this feeling is
im just sick of
it
all...

Today I am thanking God for the few good friends I have left ( Read more... )

bullets are my format today.
-got a new winter jacket.  its sexy.  seriously.
-got no men.  it feels good.  in a way.
-i miss justin.
-grey's anatomy... OMG
-work = blahhh
-just over a month til election day = thank god
-bayside and anberlin's new albums = amazing
-i miss some of my friends.
-life overall feels okay.  better than it has in a long

life is weird without a best friend...
at least work and such are keeping me busy,
otherwise i might be depressed.

since i am really just too lazy to write much, i will post some of my middle of the night writing that has been done the past few months.

warning: dont expect brilliance.

im clueless
your ruthless
im falling down again
but this time i dont know where you are
i reach for something
but your not there
nobody's there

its typical
your hypocritical
im dying alone ( Read more... )

.we love.we lose.we move on.

It was no accident
Maybe heaven sent
Everything worked out just like he planned

Its not my place
To mess with fate
You cant control what isn’t in your hands

And after all I don’t regret a thing
I want to thank you
For showing me this life

And after all I don’t regret a thing
Cuz I know you
And I know you’ll, I know you’ll be ( Read more... )