yea so life is shitty...ive fucked up many times...and now i just get to see my friends put their life to trash...in the past 2 years of high school...more than half of my friends have been locked up...i lost my best friend b/c i was doin ice...but then we became friends again...now i get to see her do that shit and it kills me...i just hate to see ( Read more... )

just got off the phone w/ jeremy...not sure if i wanna try somethin again w/ him..i just hate goin out w/ people now b/c i dont wanna get heartbroken...i will always love jeremy...and thats my problem...every time we have tried since the first time has ended really shitty and it fucks up my emotions...not sure about this time though ( Read more... )

wuddup...just got home...went to sidelines w/ jeremy jacob and jon...it was fun as hell...tried a jager bomb...that shit tastes like a fucking sweet tart...but yeah...im out for now...

i love u jeremy!

so...ive made alotta mistakes in the past few weeks...life has been very crazy lately...saw some old friends...went to destin...jeremy got outta jail and stayed here for a few days....saw this kid yesterday who i didnt plan on ever seeing again in my life...his names ralph and he scares the shit outta me ( Read more... )

damn....havent touched this shit in sooo long....just found out that my computer works again...lol ( Read more... )

yeah...so i got off probation on wednsday!!!hell ya....and i went to go get my liscence yesterday...but i found out i need a certificate of attendance...so i gotta go get one next week...but they might not let me get my liscence b/c i have alotta unexcused absences...but most r frm last semester...but i dont know if i even want my liscence anymore ( Read more... )

RYANS BACK!!!omg i havent seen him in like a year ( Read more... )

sooo...i used o like this boy...no names...bu then he started goin out w/ this girl and they went out for like a year and a half...but a couple of weeks ago they broke up b/c she cheated on him...and alotta shit went down and she moved...so...now hes tryin to talk to me...and hes been walkin me to my classes n shit...and idk what to do...i mean ive ( Read more... )

so...i just got back from newyork...my feet have never hurt so bad in my life ( Read more... )

ive been a complete bitch to everyone i have talked to...i didnt even realize it until i thought about that shit today...lately alotta shit has been goin on....and i guess i just dont think before i speak ( Read more... )