Over ItI'm over your lies ( Read more... )

Do you ever think about me ( Read more... )

I seriously can't believe that tomorrow is the first day of June. Another month has passed and I'm still clueless on so many things. One thing I do know for sure is that I'd love a one way ticket out of here or at least a REALLY long vacation out of this town and away from some people. But since I know that won't be happening I'm just going to ( Read more... )

Love can be a many splendored thing ( Read more... )

So I think I should just be placed in a bubble and locked up somewhere. I just can't seem to get ahead in anything anymore. If its not one thing going wrong it's something else. It seems that my shot is starting to work...knock on wood...but now I've got a nasty cold. Go figure. My doctor says it was bound to happen just because my resistence ( Read more... )

I go to my doctor tomorrow for my follow up after surgery. I'm not going to lie, I'm scared. In the past month after surgery I went from a really rough recovery the first 2 weeks, then was off of ALL pain pills and what not until the last week. Now its all starting over again and my doctor is concerned at the rate the endo is growing back. ( Read more... )

I go to the Dr. Wednesday for my follow up after my surgery a month ago.  Hopefully my shot has come in and I will get my first injection then, or very soon there after.  At first I was really uneasy about doing this shot treatment, but now I'm alot more confident about it..  I had been doing really well and not having any pain or even having to ( Read more... )

Its been one hell of a long week.  Anymore it seems like the days just blend into one another and I forget what the actual date is.  Hell I didn't even know it was April 1st till I went to right out a check and looked up the date....I was like...wtf when did March end?  I've been able to stop the tears..I haven't cried since yesterday during my ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm unraveling...or maybe its more like everything is just like a really tight not and I can't find any end to grab onto and try to fix anything. The only thing that ever makes sense is just that I cry. I kept praying and hoping that 2006 would start out so much better than this...but its not...its horrible. The past 3 months have ( Read more... )

So surgery was a week ago and last night I slept in my own bed. It was rough but I couldn't take another night in the recliner. I hurt like a mother today but I don't care...my own bed and blankets were very nice. I am getting around better today than I have most of the past week. My big issue now is the tapes and adhesives that I have to use ( Read more... )