Being a sophomore at Virginia Tech, even attending football games, pep ralliies, club events, and campus wide functions never made me realize how truely connected to this campus and community as this tragedy has.  I did not know any of the victums personally but the effect of this shooting has forced every emotion out of me in the past week.  I try ( Read more... )

why can't i say a damn thing without having someone make me feel like shit? I can never say or do anything right. anyone can be so bitchy to me but as soon as I do the same to they I lose a friend... I always have to watch what i say and watch what i feel so i don't piss anyone off but no one gives a shit if they piss me the fuck off. I dont step ( Read more... )

lonely...

Have you ever felt that you need to prove that you are strong? Like, everyone's life is so much harder than yours, that everyone has been through more then you. And you just beg for a hard patch so you validate your own saddness ( Read more... )

why am I not happy?

All of these love songs remind me of how much I can't lose you. Even though I only have something like 16 days left of this school year I know it will be over 2 months longer until I can be with you; until summer really starts. And then all I will here is how you have to please everyone else, because its different now. It doesnt matter that you ( Read more... )

Honestly, music that physically tortures a person should wiped from the face of the earth... as well as the moron *couch* my roommate *couch* who listens to the crap.

more to come... just shoot me

Yay! my parents are here and we went to see Tia already today. I am going to start graining her. My old girl, i love her!!! So they are house/appartment shopping right now and i have to go to stupid class! ughh... I am SOOO happy!!! I think im going to stay with them tonight!!!

Im happy!!! I wish I was home....

Ok, im officially going to KILL my roommate... This morning while i was getting ready for my 8am class she freaks out on me b/c i turned on lights. At 7am there is not sufficent light in my room to even find clothes in my closet. And she bitches about my printer... i was printing notes FOR CLASS... saying that she never does this stuff to me... ( Read more... )