In three days, high school will be over. This pit in my stomach probably won't stop hurting until halfway through the summer.

Flagstaff, i hope i enjoy you. Snow, i hope i enjoy you too.

And i hope my bonsai will survive in my dorm room.

But other than that, i'm worry free.

Level One ( Read more... )

Did you really get high? Or was she talking about someone else? This is so unbelievable.

16. more. days. I am slowly starting to believe the phrase that "everything happens for a reason." Of course it does! So many bad things have happened this year but they all lead up to the tingly happiness that I am feeling right now. So I didn't make volleyball. I know I was incredibly bummed and crushed at first, but now I get to go on this ( Read more... )

I feel like a friend went behind my back. What am I saying. I have been feeling so many different feelings lately I don't even know if I can think straight. So, San Diego happened, and I felt relieved. I thought I was just over him. Maybe not 100 percent, but I felt so alleviated and calm. calm. But now, I just feel horrible. I feel like I ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so much better. When I look at certain things and see him, that horrible feeling rarely comes. My stomach is slowly going back to normal now, I think. I am so happy. I feel joyful for the first time in a long time (besides the cruise). I seriously have the cruise to thank. It seems retarded thanking a vacation for helping me ( Read more... )

So I took the life quiz. Some things didn't surprise me.

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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I'm about to clean out my drawers. I want to get rid of so many clothes, because I don't even wear 3/4 of them ( Read more... )

It finally happened.

So, I just proved myself wrong. I thought I could make a promise to myself, yet today I broke it. What is wrong with me?

I really don't like who I am lately. I could go on forever about why, I just really, really need to change.