i keep crying, but i don't have a reason to ( Read more... )

why does this always happen to me?

i just need...

you.

something.

anything at all.

what is wrong with me?

I miss you so much right now.

Fuck.

It's time to stop ignoring what's in the mirror and do something about it.

I was going to wait until school starts, but I can't take it that long.

It's one of the few things that is always on my mind, so I must take care of it as soon as possible.

Love. Love. It is a simple word, four letters and no more, no less, yet it holds too much power. Why couldn't other four letter words hold as much power as that tiny word that should have, could have, disappeared into the dictionary without another glance.

I almost called you last night ( Read more... )

I'm as mad as hell right now, and it's not pretty.

My faith in humanity is no more, and it disgusts me.

I'm done with everything being fake.

I'm taking everything into my own hands and fixing it the way I want it to be.

I'm not sure whether I should be hurt or pissed off.

Or both.

I know I'm both.

Definitly.

I'm just not really feeling them.

I'm really sick and tired of people just brushing everything off like it's no big deal ( Read more... )

I'm stoned.

And I think I'm probably the most depressed I've been in a while. Definitly in the top 3.

And like, I don't want to be alive anymore.

But at the same time, I just made pizza.

I'm really confused, and don't know what to do with myself.

Help?