Next month I will have had this journal for 10 years! Woo!!

All I want is a friend that I can talk to about my problems.
I want someone that can understand me and not judge me.
But when I find someone that understands me, they judge.
When I find someone that doesn't judge, they don't understand.

I know it's an 'emo' thing to say, but my life is seriously I spiraling black hole.

1. Look at the size of his putter ( Read more... )

I feel like I don't know my friends as well as I want to.
I know I'm weird and awkward, and don't have a best friend.
But I wasn't like that until these friends came around.
I feel like all I get of them is what's on the surface, nothing deeper, nothing with more feelng and emotion.
I guess that can be good in situations but I want to be there for ( Read more... )

All I am is used and abused.

I'm finally making a stand against it.

Goodbye, friends.

I can't, and don't want you anymore.

I have no idea if I'll be able to make new ones but being alone by choice is so much better than this.

Today was a good day.

But that might just be because I spent it with you.

i can't stop thinking about how much i want to hold your hand.

something is wrong in my brain.

I've over-stayed my welcome again.

Fuck, this is going to take a while to fix.

Why do I think I'm allowed to do things I know I'm obviously not supposed to do?

That's to bad, too. Now I have winter break and nothing at all to do for weeks.

This is going to suck...

I just need to get over it.

i don't have friends ( Read more... )

I think, today I have lost three out of my four friends...for good ( Read more... )