I've really become a misanthrope in my old age.

I'm tired of regretting my teenage years, and feeling insecure or restrained about every goddamn thing I do!

I don't write in this very much anymore... do i? There's kind of a LiveJournal stigma goin' around that "it's too emo" or "too teenager" and to a degree they're right. I used to be like that, but I always felt that my struggles, thoughts or emotions were a lot more profound than the average My Chemical Romance blastin' high school girl who cuts her ( Read more... )

Today was our much-anticipated trip up to Vermont (myself, Amelia, Dad and Barbara)... got up around 6, got ready and was on the road by 6:45. We stopped at this amazing diner near Northampton, MA, where, despite its somewhat modest and dumpy appearance and infestation of Massachusetts rednecks, the coffee was surprisingly really good (4 cups, and ( Read more... )

so I'm moving again ( Read more... )

I need to leave CT before I kill everyone here and then myself.

Yeah I have an overdraft in my bank account... FUCK!

I went to the doctor's today for the first time since I was 18.... I'm fine. Not dying. My irrational fear for the last week was that I was gonna go in the doctor's office, have a bunch of tests and get diagnosed with AIDS of the cancer of the leukemia of the syphilis of the malignant tumor of the earlobe... or something like that ( Read more... )

good news for nepotists:

we might've found a drummer... her name's lily... we've yet to jam w/ her though. but... yeah.

i have a lot of school work to do.

Regret ( Read more... )